Sanitizer Song by Official Hige Dandism

Official Hige Dandism - Sanitizer Lyrics (Romaji)

Romanized Lyrics

Etanooru ni hitashite sashidashita ironna uruoi
Areta hada ni shimite itai mune no oku wa shiraretakunai
Demo koko wa semete kono jikan dake wa shitsudo to atatakasa ni michitai
Yowane wa itsumademo hakitai hakitagaru boku ga boku wa kirai

Kimi no yasashisa ni amaete daijoubu tte kotoba moratte
Moratta kuse ni sugu ni otoshite arekore motomeru itamidome
Sakamuke wo kurikaesu yubisaki osaetsuketemo abareru kitai
Kokoro ni hebaritsuku byougenkin kimi ni utsushimasen you ni

Oh baby kono kawaki dake wa koko ni aru ana dake wa
Kimi ni mitashite moratcha ikenai ki ga surunda
Mou heiki na furi sura shinai subete wo arainagashita ue de
Kakkou tsukete mattou ni ikiteitai
I'm baby jibun to iu hito wo jibun de mamoru koto ga
Kimi wo aisu to iu koto no daiippo

Mou moto ni modoranai aza no dekita karada no mama
Oreme no tsuita haato no mama boku to iu hito no arinomama

Kimi no yasashisa ni amaete daijoubu tte kotoba moratte
Moratta kuse ni shinjizu sutete atatte nandomo kizutsukete
Kizukeba tsunagareteta tenteki fugainai boku wo semeru men'eki
Soredemo fueteiku byougenkin kimi ni ayamaritakatta noni

Oh baby kono itami dake wa koko ni aru "kirai" dake wa
Nani ni tayotte naoshita to shitatte imi ga nainda
Noutenki na mirai wa iranai tatoe kurushimi ni mamiretatte
Boku wa boku ni boku dake de katte mitai
I'm baby jibun to iu hito wo jibun de hokoru koto ga
Kimi wo aisu to iu koto ni fukaketsu datta

Nanjaku na jibun wo norotta kimi wa sore wo waratta mata sukuwarete shimatta
Sakamuke ya hibiware darake no te shimi ya oreme darake no haato de
Soredemo emi wo ukaberu sono me
Boku wa boku ni totte no kimi ni kimi ni fusawashii boku ni chanto naritakattanda

Oh baby kono kawaki dake wa koko ni aru ana dake wa
Kimi ni mitashite moratcha ikenai ki ga surunda
Mou heiki na furi sura shinai subete wo arainagashita ue de
Kakkou tsukete mattou ni ikiteitai

Oh baby kono itami ga mata koko ni aru "kirai" ga mata
Boku no kokoro wo tsukisashi mushibanda to shitatte
Mou donna gekiyaku mo iranai fuan ni unasarenagara mo
Boku wa shinjiteiru boku wo shinjiteiru
I'm baby jibun to iu hito wo jibun de mamoru koto ga
Kimi wo aisu to iu koto no daiippo
Sonna atsukurushii omoi wo semete omote dake demo
Fuite kirei ni shite kara ai ni iku yo

English Lyrics

Soaked in ethanol, all the moisture you hold out to me
It stings my rough skin, I don't want you to know what's deep inside
But here, at least just for this moment, I want to be saturated with warmth
I want to spill my weakness forever, but I hate the me that wants to spill it

Leaning on your kindness, receiving your words that "it's okay"
But I drop them right after I get them, demanding this and that painkiller
Fingertips with hangnails again and again, expectations run wild even if I hold them down
A virus clinging to my heart, I pray I don't pass it on to you

Oh baby, this thirst right here, and this hole inside me here
I feel like I shouldn't let you be the one to fill them up for me
I won't even pretend to be fine anymore, I'll wash it all away, and then
I want to look cool, I want to live a decent, honest life
I'm baby, being able to protect the person that is "me" on my own
Is the very first step to truly loving you

It won't go back to how it was, with this body full of bruises
With this heart full of creases, just the reality of who I am

Leaning on your kindness, receiving your words that "it's okay"
But I threw them away without believing, lashing out and hurting you again
Before I knew it I was hooked to an IV, my immunity blaming my pathetic self
And yet the virus keeps on multiplying, even though I wanted to apologize

Oh baby, this pain right here, and this "hatred" inside here
There is no meaning if I rely on something else to heal it up
I don't need a carefree future; even if I'm covered in suffering
I want to try and defeat myself, by myself, on my own terms
I'm baby, being able to take pride in the person that is "me"
Was essential to the act of loving you

I cursed my weak and feeble self, you laughed at that, and I was saved again
With these hands full of hangnails and cracks, with this heart full of stains and creases
And yet, those eyes of yours still float a gentle smile
I wanted to properly become a man worthy of the "you" that I see

Oh baby, even if this pain again, even if this "hatred" here again
Even if it pierces through my heart and eats away at me
I don't need any powerful drugs anymore, even if nightmares haunt me with anxiety
I believe in it, I am believing in myself
I'm baby, being able to protect the person that is "me" on my own
Is the very first step to truly loving you
I'll take these suffocating feelings, and at least on the surface
I'll wipe them clean and pretty before I go to see you

Japanese Lyrics

エタノールに浸して差し出したいろんな潤い
荒れた肌に沁みて痛い胸の奥は知られたくない
でもここはせめてこの時間だけは湿度と暖かさに満ちたい
弱音はいつまでも吐きたい吐きたがる僕が僕は嫌い

君の優しさに甘えて大丈夫って言葉貰って
貰ったくせにすぐに落としてあれこれ求める痛み止め
逆剥けを繰り返す指先抑えつけても暴れる期待
心にへばりつく病原菌君にうつしませんように

Oh babyこの渇きだけはここにある穴だけは
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
もう平気なフリすらしない全てを洗い流した上で
格好つけて真っ当に生きていたい
I'm baby自分という人を自分で守る事が
君を愛すという事の第一歩

もう元に戻らないアザのできた体のまま
折れ目のついたハートのまま僕という人のありのまま

君の優しさに甘えて大丈夫って言葉貰って
貰ったくせに信じず捨てて当たって何度も傷つけて
気づけば繋がれてた点滴不甲斐ない僕を責める免疫
それでも増えていく病原菌君に謝りたかったのに

Oh baby この痛みだけはここにある「嫌い」だけは
何に頼って治したとしたって意味がないんだ
能天気な未来はいらないたとえ苦しみにまみれたって
僕は僕に僕だけで勝ってみたい
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で誇る事が
君を愛すという事に不可欠だった

軟弱な自分を呪った君はそれを笑ったまた救われてしまった
逆剥けやヒビ割れだらけの手シミや折れ目だらけのハートで
それでも笑みを浮かべるその目
僕は僕にとっての君に君にふさわしい僕にちゃんとなりたかったんだ

Oh babyこの渇きだけはここにある穴だけは
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
もう平気なフリすらしない全てを洗い流した上で
格好つけて真っ当に生きていたい

Oh babyこの痛みがまたここにある「嫌い」がまた
僕の心を突き刺し蝕んだとしたって
もうどんな劇薬もいらない不安にうなされながらも
僕は信じている僕を信じている
I'm baby自分という人を自分で守る事が
君を愛すという事の第一歩
そんな暑苦しい想いをせめて表だけでも
拭いて綺麗にしてから会いに行くよ