Official Hige Dandism - Rashisa Lyrics (Romaji)
Romanized Lyrics
Hokoru yo zenbu boku ga boku de aru tame no youso wo
Suki da yo zenbu kimi to iu boku no kuroi bubun mo
Megumarenakatta sainou mo joubu janai seikaku mo
Dakedo daisoreta yume wo chanto egaku shitata kasa mo
Aseru yo itsumo ashioto no gunshuu ga boku no doryoku wo
Hikisaite nando kimi to iu yami no sewa ni nattarou
Onrii wan demo ii to
Muriyari tsuketa aimasuku no oku de issui mo shiyashinai jibun mo miakita yo
"Genjitsuteki, kyakkanteki ni mireba zetsubouteki. Zettaiteki ichii wa kitto torenai na"
Wakatteru wakacchairun dakedo
Attouteki, chokkanteki ni boku wa nattoku dekichainai
Aa nande konna ni mo mendou de futekigou na chousho wo yadoshite shimattan darou
Rashisa sonna mono wo kakaete wa bokura wa naiteta waratteta kisoia tta mama
Daisuki na koto ni subete sasagete wa nando mo nakunda waraunda
Mechakucha na peesu de
Nando kattemo sore wa sore de mirai wa kurushii mono
Aa maji de nan na no? Makete makete makemakutta toki hodo
Omoidebanashi ga boku no ayumi wo osomete shimau yo kako no boku to kimi kara no saitei no purezento
Dasanteki de shoukyokuteki na men wa boku wo mamoru bansoukou kowakute kitto hagenai na
Wakatteru wakacchairun dakedo
Puraido wa shinpin no mama de shiroku fuyake kayugatteiru
Aa dochira mo boku de kimi da kara dochira mo honshin da kara tachi ga warui yo na
"Hajimeta no ga osoi kara" "Sekai wa amari ni mo hiroi kara"
"Tensai wa reberu ga chigau kara" "Teka omae ga tanoshikerya ii jan"
Aa urusai na soredemo nanka kimi ni makete shimau hi mo atta
Maa sorya sokka burenai shin ya shisou nante bokurashiku wa nai ya
Demo ima no boku wa mou genkai da kimi no iinari ni nattetamaru ka
Boku wa yappa dare ni mo maketakunainda sonna netsu yo douka
Kiete nakunaru na!
Rashisa sonna mono wo kakaete wa bokura wa naiteta waratteta kisoia tta mama
Daisuki na koto ni subete sasagete wa madamada nakunda waraunda
Ichi ni tsuita nara saa~, honki de shoubu da
Rashisa sonna mono wo kakaete wa yorokobi kanashimi fuan kitai zetsubou zecchou
Kimi to boku no mono da yo zenbu
Rashisa sonna mono wo kakaete wa aa ikitaeru made nakunda waraunda
"Hontou ni yokatta" aa ikitete yokatta na
English Lyrics
I'm proud of it all, every single part that makes me who I am
I love it all, even the dark part of me that I call 'you'
The talent I was never blessed with, this fragile personality, too
But also the resilience to dare to dream such outrageous dreams
I'm always in a panic, as the thunder of footsteps tears my efforts apart
And how many times have I turned to the darkness that I call 'you'?
Saying things like, "It's fine to just be one-of-a-kind,"
I'm sick of seeing myself, wide awake behind that eye mask I forced on
"Realistically, objectively speaking, it's hopeless. You'll never take first place"
I know that, I know it all too well, and yet...
Overwhelmingly, instinctively, I still can't bring myself to accept it
Ah, why was I born with a strength so inconvenient, so ill-suited for this world?
Holding on to this 'self' of ours, we cried, we laughed, all while we competed
Pouring our all into the things we love, we cry again and again, and we laugh again
At a completely reckless pace
No matter how many times I win, the future is still painful in its own way
Ah, what is the deal? It's when I lost and lost and lost again
That nostalgic stories slow me down, the worst kind of gift from the past 'me' and 'you'
My calculating, passive side is a bandage that protects me; I'm too scared to peel it off
I know that, I know it all too well, and yet...
My pride, still brand new, is turning white and waterlogged, and it's starting to itch
Ah, both sides are 'me,' both sides are 'you,' both are my true feelings, that's what makes this so damn hard
"Because you started too late," "Because the world is just too big"
"Because geniuses are on another level," "Besides, isn't it enough if you're just having fun?"
Ah, just shut up! And yet, there were days when I still lost the fight to 'you'
Well, I guess that makes sense. An unshakable core isn't very 'me,' after all
But the me of right now has had enough! I refuse to be your puppet any longer!
After all, I don't want to lose to anyone. So this fire inside me, please...
Don't you dare disappear!
Holding on to this 'self' of ours, we cried, we laughed, all while we competed
Pouring our all into the things we love, we'll cry some more, we'll laugh some more
Now that we're at the starting line... come on, let's fight this for real!
Holding on to this 'self' of ours—the joy and sorrow, the fear and hope, despair and ecstasy
It all belongs to 'you' and to me, all of it
Holding on to this 'self' of ours, ah, until my very last breath, I'll cry, and I'll laugh
"It was truly worth it." Ah, I'm so glad to be alive
Japanese Lyrics
誇るよ全部 僕が僕であるための要素を
好きだよ全部 君という僕の黒い部分も
恵まれなかった才能も 丈夫じゃない性格も
だけど大それた夢をちゃんと描く強かさも
焦るよいつも 足音の群衆が僕の努力を
引き裂いて何度 君という闇の世話になったろう
オンリーワンでもいいと
無理やりつけたアイマスクの奥で一睡もしやしない自分も見飽きたよ
「現実的、客観的に見れば 絶望的。絶対的1位はきっと取れないな」
分かってる 分かっちゃいるんだけど
圧倒的、直感的に僕は 納得出来ちゃいない
ああ なんでこんなにも面倒で 不適合な長所を宿してしまったんだろう
らしさ そんなものを抱えては 僕らは泣いてた 笑ってた 競い合ったまま
大好きな事に全て捧げては 何度も泣くんだ 笑うんだ
メチャクチャなペースで
何度勝っても それはそれで未来は苦しいもの
ああ まじでなんなの？ 負けて負けて負けまくった時ほど
思い出話が僕の歩みを遅めてしまうよ 過去の僕と君からの最低のプレゼント
打算的で消極的な面は 僕を守る絆創膏 怖くてきっと剥げないな
分かってる 分かっちゃいるんだけど
プライドは新品のままで白くふやけ痒がっている
ああ どちらも僕で君だから どちらも本心だからたちが悪いよな
「始めたのが遅いから」「世界はあまりにも広いから」
「天才はレベルが違うから」「てかお前が楽しけりゃいいじゃん」
ああ うるさいな それでもなんか君に負けてしまう日もあった
まあ そりゃそっか ブレない芯や思想なんて僕らしくはないや
でも今の僕は もう限界だ 君の言いなりになってたまるか
僕はやっぱ 誰にも負けたくないんだ そんな熱よどうか
消えてなくなるな！
らしさ そんなものを抱えては 僕らは泣いてた 笑ってた 競い合ったまま
大好きな事に全て捧げては まだまだ泣くんだ 笑うんだ
位置についたなら さあ、本気で勝負だ
らしさ そんなものを抱えては 喜び悲しみ 不安期待 絶望絶頂
君と僕のものだよ全部
らしさ そんなものを抱えては ああ 息絶えるまで泣くんだ 笑うんだ
「本当に良かった」 ああ 生きてて良かったな