My Hair is Bad - Jiyuuto Hystery Lyrics (Romanized)

Romanized Lyrics

Kimi ga inaku natte ki ga tsuita
Kimi ga inaku natte boku wa jiyuu da
Hajime kara kou surya yokatta tte
Kuchi ni dashite ita

Kimi ga inaku natta heya no naka
Kimi ga oitetta mono o mite ita
Omoidasu tabi ni hara tatte nda
Ano hi mo sou

Baka ni shinaide yo tte kimi wa mata
Atarimae mitai ni nakidashita
Katteni dete ku kimi wo tomenakatta

Getsuyou kara kin do nichi
Mainichi, tanoshii kara
Mou kaette konai de ne
Moshi mo deau mae ni modoreru nara
Bokura, deawasenai de

Futari ga sugoshita chiisana heya no madobe ni wa
Kimi to sodateta kanyou shokubutsu
Kimi ga inaku natta hi kara
Mae yori mo genki ni nattanda

Kioku ga mata yomigaeru
Kimi ga nanika o nagetsukeru
Boku no mimi wo kasumete keshousui ga sugatami ni butsukaru
Wareta hahen, ano toki ni tashika ni mita, kimi no kao
Kocchi wo mitenaze ka waratteta yo ne?

Totsuzen kimi kara denwa kita
Ima kara iku tte kirareta
Douse kuru to boku wa wakatteta yo

Suufun go, kimi ga heya no mae de naiteru no ga
Doa goshi demo wakatteta
Kimi ga intaafon wo osu made wa
Boku wa tada damatteta

Kimi kara no denwa ni deta no mo
Ima kara kono doa o akeru no mo
Kimi no tame ja nai
Boku wa boku no jiyuu wo konya kachitoru tame da

Demo
Doa o hiraku sono saki ni wa
Nakinagara waratteru kimi ga ite
Sono mama boku ni dakitsuite hitokoto
"Tadaima." tte ittanda

Zutto dakitsuite hanarenai mama
Boku no hanashi nante kikanai mama
Boku wo tameshiteru mitai ni itta
"Suki dakara da yo."

English Lyrics

I realized when you were gone
I realized that without you, I'm free
I kept saying from the beginning
That this would have been better

Inside the room after you were gone
I looked at the things you left behind
Every time I remember, I get angry
Just like that day

"Don't make fun of me," you said again
And as usual, you started crying
I didn't stop you when you left on your own

From Monday to Friday, Saturday, and Sunday
Every day was fun
So please don't come back
If we could go back to before we met
Let's not meet each other

On the windowsill of the small room we spent together
There's a potted plant we nurtured together
Since the day you left
It's been healthier than before

Memories come flooding back again
You throwing something at me
The sound of the cosmetic water grazing my ears, hitting the mirror
The broken pieces, I definitely saw your face back then
You were looking at me and smiling, right?

Suddenly, a call came from you
You said you're coming over right now and hung up
I knew you were coming anyway

A few minutes later, I knew you were crying
Outside the door, even without opening it
Until you pressed the intercom
I just stayed silent

Answering your call
And opening this door right now
It's not for you
I'm doing it to claim my freedom tonight

But
Beyond that door, when I opened it
You were there, crying and smiling
You hugged me right away and said
"I'm home."

You hugged me tightly without letting go
Without listening to what I had to say
You said it as if you were testing me
"It's because I love you."

Japanese Lyrics

君がいなくなって気がついた
君がいなくなって僕は自由だ
はじめからこうすりゃ良かったって
口に出していた

君がいなくなった部屋の中
君が置いてったものをみていた
思い出す度に腹立ってんだ
あの日もそう

バカにしないでよって君はまた
当たり前みたいに泣き出した
勝手に出てく君を止めなかった

月曜から金土日
毎日、楽しいから
もう帰ってこないでね
もしも出会う前に戻れるなら
僕ら、出会わせないで

二人が過ごした小さな部屋の窓辺には
君と育てた観葉植物
君がいなくなった日から
前よりも元気になったんだ

記憶がまた蘇る
君がなにかを投げつける
僕の耳をかすめて化粧水が姿見鏡にぶつかる
割れた破片、あの時に確かに見た、君の顔
こっちを見てなぜか笑ってたよね?

突然君から電話きた
今から行くって切られた
どうせ来ると僕はわかってたよ

数分後、君が部屋の前で泣いてるのが
ドア越しでもわかってた
君がインターホンを押すまでは
僕はただ黙ってた

君からの電話に出たのも
今からこのドアを開けるのも
君のためじゃない
僕は僕の自由を今夜勝ち取るためだ

でも
ドアを開くその先には
泣きながら笑ってる君がいて
そのまま僕に抱きついて一言
「ただいま。」って言ったんだ

ずっと抱きついて離れないまま
僕の話なんて聞かないまま
僕を試してるみたいに言った
「好きだからだよ。」


Music Information

Song Title
Jiyuuto Hystery
Native Title
自由とヒステリー
Artist
My Hair is Bad
Released Date
February 21, 2024
Lyricist
Tomomi Shiiki
Composer
Tomomi Shiiki
Arrangement
My Hair is Bad

Transliterated by:
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Romaji Transcriber & English Translator