shallm - Vanity Kiss Lyrics (Romaji)

Romanized Lyrics

Sono chinmoku koso ga ai nan da to shitara
Yasashisa wa itsu datte mabushisugite
Kono kokoro no oku wo nozokarete shimaeba
Kirei na sono me datte kumorisou de

Anata no te wa itsumo kimatte
Ichiban asai tokoro o naderu

Kyoshoku no kisu de watashi wo abaite
Dare ni mo misenai kizu wo
Anata wa kirei da to omoeru kana?
Tsumetai heya de aza wo nasutte
Dare ni mo mienai doku de
Futari dake no doresu koodo wa disorder

Kono taion koso ga wana nan da to shitara
Tadashisa wa itsu datte kudaranakute
Sono kokoro no oku ni sumitsuite shimaeba
Kuukyo na kono mi datte umarisou de

Anata no me wa itsumo kimatte
Ichiban mabushii mono o iru

Kyoshoku no kisu de watashi wo hakatte
Dare ni mo ienai yoru wo
Anata wa taikutsu ni omou no kana?
Tsumetai heya de aza wo kazoete
Dare ni mo ienai yume no naka de
Watashi ga omoi egaita risou da

Hikari no nai mama asa wo matazu ni
Kowareru oto ni mimi wo sumaseba

Anata no koe ga itsumo kimatte
Ichiban yasashii oto ni naru

Kyoshoku no kisu de watashi wo yurushite
Dare ni mo misenai kizu wo
Anata ga kirei da to omoeru nara
Tsumetai heya de aza wo nasutte
Nan ni mo mienai yoru ni
Anata dake wa soba ni ite
Itsu datte yawai ude no naka wa disorder

English Lyrics

If this silence is what you call love
Then your kindness has always been too blinding
If you were to peer into the depths of my heart
I fear even those beautiful eyes of yours would cloud over

Your hand, it always knows to trace
The shallowest, most guarded place

With a kiss of pretense, lay me bare
These wounds that I show to no one else
I wonder, could you still call them beautiful?
In this cold room, I trace my own bruises
With a poison that no one else can see
Our dress code, for us alone, is disorder

If this body heat is nothing but a trap
Then righteousness has always been so meaningless
If I could come to live in the depths of your heart
I feel as if this empty vessel of mine could finally be filled

Your eyes, they always seem to find
The one thing that is most dazzling to the sight

With a kiss of pretense, please measure me
These nights I can speak of to no one else
I wonder, do you find them terribly boring?
In this cold room, I count up my bruises
And inside a dream I can share with no one
You are the perfect ideal that I have painted

Without light, not waiting for the morning
I listen closely for the sound of breaking

And your voice, it always, without fail
Becomes the gentlest sound of all

With a kiss of pretense, please forgive me
These wounds that I show to no one else
If you can still believe that they are beautiful
In this cold room, I trace my own bruises
In a night where nothing can be seen
You, and only you, please stay here by my side
And yet, within your soft arms, there is always disorder

Japanese Lyrics

その沈黙こそが愛なんだとしたら
優しさはいつだって眩しすぎて
この心の奥を覗かれてしまえば
綺麗なその目だって曇りそうで

あなたの手はいつも決まって
一番浅いところを撫でる

虚飾のキスでわたしを暴いて
誰にも見せない傷を
あなたは綺麗だと思えるかな？
冷たい部屋で痣を擦って
誰にも見えない毒で
ふたりだけのドレスコードはdisorder

この体温こそが罠なんだとしたら
正しさはいつだってくだらなくて
その心の奥に住み着いてしまえば
空虚なこの身だって埋まりそうで

あなたの目はいつも決まって
一番眩しいものを射る

虚飾のキスでわたしを測って
誰にも言えない夜を
あなたは退屈に思うのかな？
冷たい部屋で痣を数えて
誰にも言えない夢の中で
わたしが思い描いた理想だ

光のないまま朝を待たずに
壊れる音に耳を澄ませば

あなたの声がいつも決まって
一番優しい音になる

虚飾のキスでわたしを赦して
誰にも見せない傷を
あなたが綺麗だと思えるなら
冷たい部屋で痣を擦って
何にも見えない夜に
あなただけはそばにいて
いつだって柔い腕の中はdisorder