Aimyon - May I come in? Lyrics (Romaji)
Romanized Lyrics
Dame datte wakatteru
Demo ii ya, tte omoete shimau no wa
Dou shiyou mo naku watashi
Sabishii kara da na
Hanpatsu bakari shiteru
Atama to kokoro wa mou kono sai
Barabara ni dekiru nara
Ima sugu sou suru
Kakugo wa aru toiu to uso ni naru
Hontou wa zutto zutto kowainda
Dakedo ne mou honnou ga sawagu no wa
Osaerarenai
Tsukamitai anata no himitsu
Anata ga mamorubeki himitsu
Uso mitai na ketsumatsu ga
Matteiru kamoshirenai kedo
Kagi wo ake iki wo nomu
Hokori ni mamireta kutsutachi no
Chou nekutai ga hodoketeru
Sukoshi anshin suru
Datsuijo no sumikko ni
Nugisuterareta youfukutachi to
Mijikai kami ga ochiteru
Sukoshi anshin suru
Yogore wa mou watashi no mikata desu
Ima made zutto zutto kirai datta
Dakedo ne ima watashi ga kagayaku ni wa
Kore shika nai no
Arienai shikou kairo ga
Watashi ni sonzai shiteiru
sukuenai tokoro made tadoritsuita no
Mou tomerarenai
Sukoshi zutsu shinobi, yoru
Antei no kokyuu ga kikoeru hou e
Tsukamitai anata no himitsu
Anata ga mamorubeki himitsu
Uso mitai na ketsumatsu ga
Matteiru kamoshirenai kedo
Hora, mitai? Watashi no himitsu
Kenkou de sarasara na himitsu
Nuguenai tsumi no aji
Anata ni ima sugu ataete ageru
Oshiete ageru
Zenbu wo ageru
English Lyrics
I know that this is wrong
But the reason I can think, "I don't care"
Is because, inescapably
I'm just so lonely
They’re constantly at war
My head and my heart—if, at this point
I could just tear them apart
I would do it right now
To say I'm prepared would be a lie
The truth is I'm so, so terrified
But you know, this instinct crying out inside...
I can no longer hold it back
I long to grasp your sweet secret
The secret you’re meant to protect
An ending that feels like a lie
Might just be waiting for me, but…
I unlock the door and hold my breath
At the dust-covered pairs of shoes
One bowtie is completely undone
And a wave of relief flows through me
In the corner of the laundry room
With all the clothes just tossed aside
A single short hair lies on the floor
And a wave of relief flows through me
This filth is now my only friend
Something I've always, always hated
But you see, for me to truly shine
This is the only way I have
This impossible train of thought
Has taken root inside of me
I’ve reached the point of no return
And now I can’t be stopped
Stealing through the night, step by step
Toward the sound of steady breathing
I long to grasp your sweet secret
The secret you’re meant to protect
An ending that feels like a lie
Might just be waiting for me, but
See? Do you want it? My sweet secret
So healthy and so silky smooth
The indelible taste of sin
I’ll give it to you, right now
I’ll let you know everything
I’ll give it all to you
Japanese Lyrics
駄目だって分かってる
でもいいや、って思えてしまうのは
どうしようもなく私
寂しいからだな
反発ばかりしてる
頭と心はもうこの際
バラバラにできるなら
今すぐそうする
覚悟はあると言うと嘘になる
本当はずっとずっと怖いんだ
だけどねもう 本能が騒ぐのは
抑えられない
掴みたいあなたの秘蜜
あなたが守るべき秘蜜
嘘みたいな結末が
待っているかもしれないけど
鍵を開け息を飲む
ほこりにまみれた靴たちの
蝶ネクタイが解けてる
少し安心する
脱衣所の角っこに
脱ぎ捨てられた洋服達と
短い髪が落ちてる
少し安心する
汚れはもう私の味方です
今までずっとずっと 嫌いだった
だけどね今 私が輝くには
これしかないの
ありえない思考回路が
私に存在している
救えないところまでたどり着いたの
もう止められない
少しずつ忍び、夜
安定の呼吸が聞こえる方へ
掴みたいあなたの秘蜜
あなたが守るべき秘蜜
嘘みたいな結末が
待っているかもしれないけど
ほら、見たい？ 私の秘蜜
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