YUTORI-SEDAI - I want Lyrics (Romanized)

Romanized Lyrics

Kyou no tame ni kami wo somete mo
Kizuite kurenai yo ne,
Tonari de anata ga suru ano ko no hanashi ni
Watashi chanto waraeteru kana

Konna ni anata wo omotte ite mo
Anata mo onaji you ni
Ano ko o omotte iru kara
Watashi ja dame da to wakatteru noni
Sore ijou ni anata ja nai to dame da yo

Watashi datte
Anata no me ni utsuritai yo
Kizuite hoshii yo
Demo jama dekinai
Dakara zutto
Omoi wa kakushita mama
Tsuyogari de tada waratteru

Kaette konai renraku ni wa narete ita watashi mo
Kaette kuru toki no ureshii kimochi dake wa
Imadani narenai mama de iru no

Watashi no ichiban suki na hito ga
Watashi o ichiban kanashimaseru nara
Anata no suki na hito mo
Anata o kanashimaseru
Sonna koto wo omou jibun ga iya da yo

Hanarenai de,
Anata no shiawase dake
Negaeru hodo watashi tsuyokunai yo
Sabishikute
Yoko ni ite mo kurushii noni
Aenai hou ga kurushiku naru kara

Watashi datte
Anata to te o tsunagitai yo
Futari de itai yo
Demo anata no me ni
Utsuranai to wakatte iru kara
Namida ga koborenai you ni ue wo muite
Tsuyogatte mata waratteru

English Lyrics

I dyed my hair just for today
But you won't notice anyway, will you?
While you sit beside me, talking all about her...
I wonder, is this smile of mine convincing?

No matter how much I long for you
You long for her in just the same way too
I know so well that I'm not good enough for you
But even more than that... for me, it has to be you

Me too...
I want to be the one you see
I want you just to notice me
But I could never stand in your way
So always
I keep these feelings locked away
Putting on a brave face, smiling through the day

I thought I'd grown accustomed to the silence
To messages you never reply to...
But that rush of joy I feel whenever you do?
That's something I still can't get used to

If the one I love the most
Is the one who causes me the deepest pain
Then maybe the one you love
Makes you feel just as sad again...
I hate myself for even thinking that way

Please, don't leave...
I'm not strong enough yet
To wish only for your happiness, can't you see?
It's lonely...
It hurts even when I'm right beside you
But it hurts even more when I can't see you at all

Me too...
I want to be holding your hand
I want it to be just us two
But I know I'm invisible
Reflected in your view...
So I look up to stop the tears from falling through
Pretend I'm strong, and smile again for you

Japanese Lyrics

今日のために髪を染めても
気付いてくれないよね、
隣であなたがするあの子の話に
私ちゃんと笑えてるかな

こんなにあなたを想っていても
あなたも同じように
あの子を想っているから
私じゃ駄目だと分かってるのに
それ以上にあなたじゃないと駄目だよ

私だって
あなたの目に映りたいよ
気付いて欲しいよ
でも邪魔出来ない
だからずっと
想いは隠したまま
強がりでただ笑ってる

返ってこない連絡には慣れていた私も
返ってくる時の嬉しい気持ちだけは
未だに慣れないままでいるの

私の1番好きな人が
私を1番悲しませるなら
あなたの好きな人も
あなたを悲しませる
そんな事を思う自分が嫌だよ

離れないで、
あなたの幸せだけ
願えるほど私強くないよ
寂しくて
横にいても苦しいのに
会えない方が苦しくなるから

私だって
あなたと手を繋ぎたいよ
二人でいたいよ
でもあなたの目に
映らないと分かっているから
涙が溢れないように上を向いて
強がってまた笑ってる