misaki - It's my loss for falling in love Lyrics (Romaji)
Romanized Lyrics
Yakusoku shiteta hi wa itsumo aenai no ni
"Ima kara aeru?" toka zurui
Demo kangaeru mae ni "Sugu iku ne" LINE
Anata no tame hisshi ni isogu
Kagami ni utsuru jibun ga mijime de
Douse watashi ja nakutemo ii kuse ni ne
Sukoshi demo kawaii tte omotte hoshikute
Itsumo yori chotto hoppe akaku somete miru kedo
Anata ni wa ichi miri mo watashi mietenakute
Kyou mo kizukarenai mama de
Koi ni ochita watashi no make
Mada nukedasezu ni anata ni umoreteirunda
Ikura mattemo ikura agaitemo
Tonari wa hoka no dareka no mono
"Soro soro kaeru" sono kotoba ga
Hontou ni kirai de
"Mata ne" de kieteku ushirosugata
Mou sono "mata" ga kuru koto nai ki ga shite sa
Kyuu ni "Aitai" denwa shitemo
Keitai goshi tanoshisou ni warau koe ga
Kikoete kichaisou de kowakute sa
"Kono kyoku osusume da yo" tte oshiete kureta
Ano kataomoi no kashi dare no koto omottetandarou
Konde kiku you na merodii ja nai no ni
Kyou mo toritsukareta mama de
Koi ni ochita watashi no make
Mada nukedasezu ni anata ni umoreteirunda
Ikura naitemo ikura kowaretemo
Tonari wo mada yume miteiru no
Anata no namae yobu tabi ni
Watashi no kokoro wa maigo ni
"Suki" tte ittemo
Anata ga suu tabako no kemuri no you ni
Sono kotoba dake isshun de sora ni kiechaisou dakara
Kokoro no naka de ni moji utte wa keshite no kurikaeshi
Koi ni ochita watashi no make
Mada nukedasezu ni anata ni umoreteirunda
Ikura mattemo ikura agaitemo
Tonari wa hoka no dareka no mono
Dakara, anata wo kyou de sotsugyou suru
English Lyrics
We can never meet on the days we’ve planned
So when you ask, "Can you meet up now?"... it's so unfair
But before I think, I text back, "I'm on my way"
And rush desperately, just for you
The person I see in the mirror is just pathetic
When I know it doesn't even have to be me
I just want you to think I'm a little bit cute
So I make my cheeks a little redder than usual, but
You don't even see me, not one millimeter
And today, again, I go completely unnoticed
The moment I fell for you, it was my loss
I still can't break free; I'm completely buried in you
No matter how long I wait, no matter how much I struggle
The place beside you belongs to someone else
"I should get going,"... those words you say
I truly, truly hate them
Your back disappearing with a casual "See you"
I feel like that "see you" is never going to come
Even if I suddenly called and said, "I miss you"
I’m scared I’d just hear your happy laughter
Ringing on the other side of the phone
You told me, "You should really listen to this song"
Those lyrics about unrequited love... I wonder who you were thinking of
It’s not the kind of melody I’d normally choose to hear
But today, again, I find myself possessed by it
The moment I fell for you, it was my loss
I still can't break free; I'm completely buried in you
No matter how much I cry, no matter how broken I become
I'm still here, dreaming of being by your side
Every time I say your name
My heart becomes a lost child
Even if I said, "I love you"
Like the smoke from the cigarette you breathe
I feel like those words would just vanish into the air
So in my heart, I type and delete those three words, over and over
The moment I fell for you, it was my loss
I still can't break free; I'm completely buried in you
No matter how long I wait, no matter how much I struggle
The place beside you belongs to someone else
So, starting today, I'm graduating from you
Japanese Lyrics
約束してた日はいつも会えないのに
「今から会える？」とかずるい
でも考える前に「すぐ行くね」LINE
あなたのため必死に急ぐ
鏡に写る自分が惨めで
どうせ私じゃなくてもいいくせにね
少しでもかわいいって思って欲しくて
いつもよりちょっとほっぺ赤く染めてみるけど
あなたには1ミリも私見えてなくて
今日も気づかれないままで
恋に落ちた私の負け
まだ抜け出せずにあなたに埋もれているんだ
いくら待ってもいくら足掻いても
隣は他の誰かのもの
「そろそろ帰る」その言葉が
本当に嫌いで
「またね」で消えてく後ろ姿
もうその「また」がくる事ない気がしてさ
急に「会いたい」電話しても
携帯越し楽しそうに笑う声が
聞こえてきちゃいそうで怖くてさ
「この曲オススメだよ」って教えてくれた
あの片思いの歌詞誰の事思ってたんだろう
好んで聴くようなメロディーじゃないのに
今日も取り憑かれたままで
恋に落ちた私の負け
まだ抜け出せずにあなたに埋もれているんだ
いくら泣いてもいくら壊れても
隣をまだ夢見ているの
あなたの名前呼ぶたびに
私の心は迷子に
「好き」って言っても
あなたが吸うタバコの煙のように
その言葉だけ一瞬で空に消えちゃいそうだから
心の中で2文字打っては消しての繰り返し
恋に落ちた私の負け
まだ抜け出せずにあなたに埋もれているんだ
いくら待ってもいくら足掻いても
隣は他の誰かのもの
だから、あなたを今日で卒業する