Hakubi - Soumatou Lyrics (Romanized)
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Romanized Lyrics
Moshi mo atashi ga kikiwake no ii kodomo dattara
Moshi mo atashi ga egao no kirei na ko dattara
Nando kurikaesu "moshimo hanashi" ni watashi wa
Modorenai koto mo yoku shitteru
Yogitte iku soumatou Noizu majiri de yogorete
Kurai kurai heya no sumi Sore shika omoidasenai
Kireigoto bakari ga afureru hitogomi no naka de
Hakidashita umi no yoru tadayou
Ate mo naku kouya o yuku
Modorenai ima o ikite yuku
Atashi wa atashi de shika nai koto itai hodo kanjiru
Kudaranai ai nanka iranai
Yurusenai jibun de sae mo
Kore shika ikirenai semai sekai de
Atashi o mitsukete
Moshi mo atashi ga ano toki kiete shimae tanara
Moshi mo atashi ga atashi o akiramekireta nara
Nando megutte kuru atashi ni niawanai hizashi o
Azawarau you ni yaiba o mukete
Aa
Nozomi ga ikutsu kanaou tomo mitasarenakute
Nagareta kourui wa mata hiete
Dare mo watashi nado aisana imama
Subete kowarete shimaeba ii noni
Nee
Ate mo naku kouya o yuku
Modoranai ima o ikite yuku
Atashi wa atashi de shika nai koto itai hodo kanjiru
Kudaranai ai nanka shiranai
Nani mo iranai yogoreteku dake
Hitorikiri ikiru ni wa hiroi sekai de
Atashi o mitsukete
Atashi o mitsukete
English Lyrics
If I had been a well-behaved child
If I had been a beautiful child with a smile
I know well that I can't go back to the “if only” stories
I repeat over and over again
The passing kaleidoscope is dirty with noise
I can only remember the corner of a dark, dark room
In the crowd where only niceties overflow
The night of pus I vomited drifts
I wander aimlessly through the wilderness
I live in the present that I can't go back to
I feel it so painfully that I am the only one who can be me
I don't need any trivial love
Even myself who I can't forgive
In this narrow world where I can only live
Find me
If only I could have disappeared at that time
If only I could have given up on myself
I would point a blade at the sunlight that does not suit me
No matter how many times it comes around
Oh
Even though my wishes come true, I'm not satisfied
The red tears that flowed are cold again
I wish everything would break down without anyone loving me
Hey
I wander aimlessly through the wilderness
I live in the present that I can't go back to
I feel it so painfully that I am the only one who can be me
I don't know any trivial love
I don't need anything, I just get dirty
In the wide world where I have to live alone
Find me
Find me
Japanese Lyrics
もしも私が聞き分けのいい子供だったら
もしも私が笑顔の綺麗な子だったら
何度繰り返す“もしも話”に私は
戻れないこともよく知ってる
よぎっていく走馬灯 ノイズ混じりで汚れて
暗い暗い部屋の隅 それしか思い出せない
綺麗事ばかりが溢れる人混みの中で
吐き出した膿の夜漂う
あてもなく荒野をゆく
戻れない今を生きていく
私は私でしかないこと痛いほど感じる
くだらない愛なんかいらない
許せない自分でさえも
これしか生きれない狭い世界で
私を見つけて
もしも私があの時消えてしまえたなら
もしも私が私を諦めきれたなら
何度巡ってくる私に似合わない日差しを
嘲笑うように刃(やいば)を向けて
ああ
望みがいくつ叶おうとも満たされなくて
流れた紅涙(こうるい)はまた冷えて
誰も私など愛さないまま
全て壊れてしまえばいいのに
ねえ
あてもなく荒野をゆく
戻らない今を生きていく
私は私でしかないこと痛いほど感じる
くだらない愛なんか知らない
何もいらない汚れてくだけ
独りきり生きるには広い世界で
私を見つけて
私を見つけて
Music Information
- Song Title
- Soumatou
- Artist
- Hakubi
- Released Date
- December 20, 2023
- Lyricist
- Katagiri
- Composer
- Hakubi