Moeka Yahagi - Jealousy Knife Lyrics (Romaji)

Romanized Lyrics

renjitsu renya tatakattenda
Teki darake no hibi de
Ano ko to kurabete marubatsu tsukete
Sore de nantoka waraeten no
Boku no musuu no kasabuta wa
Boku no senseki mitai na mon dakara

Dareka wo nikumu kokoro wa
Jibun wo kizutsukeru naifu de
Itaru tokoro ni chi ga nijinde
Jundo hyaku paa de ikiru wo kanjiru
Egao de ikiteitai nara
Jibun ni oshiatero
Kokoro de nigiru jerashii naifu
Onore no shiawase wa onore ga tsukure
Ikiru wo sagase

Dareka no kuchi ni mimi wo katamukete
Iu toori ikita no ni
Otona ni natte
Nani ga shitai no? nante
Musekinin janai ka,

Nee~, yatto kizuita toko na no
Nee~, boku wo tsubushite kutta no wa antara datta no yo

Ikiutsusareru tame ni umaretekitan janai wa
Jibun wo aishite suki na koto wo shite
Hontou no watashi de iki wo suru tame

Kizutsukitai wake janai, kitto
Kizutsuketakunai dake sa, kitto

Dareka wo nikumu kokoro wa jibun wo kizutsukeru naifu de
Itaru tokoro ni chi ga nijinde
Jundo hyaku paa de ikiru wo kanjiru
Shinde hoshii to negau no wa
Egao de ikiru tame
Kokoro de nigiru jerashii naifu
Onore no shiawase wa onore ga tsukure
Ikiru wo sagase

English Lyrics

Day after day and night after night, I'm fighting
In these days filled with nothing but enemies
Compared to them, I'm marked right or wrong
And somehow, that’s how I manage to smile
These countless scabs all over me
Are like the record of all my battles fought

The hatred in your heart for someone else
Is a knife that only wounds yourself
And blood seeps out from everywhere
I feel life itself, one-hundred percent pure
If you truly want to live with a smile
Then press it right against yourself
That jealousy knife you grip within your heart
You have to forge your own happiness
Go find what it means to live

I listened closely to what everyone said
And lived my life exactly as I was told
Now that I'm an adult
You ask me things like, "What do you want to do?"
Isn't that just so irresponsible?

Hey, you know, I've only just realized
Hey, the ones who crushed and devoured me... it was you all along

I wasn't born just to be a carbon copy
I'm here to love myself, to do the things I love
To finally breathe as my true, honest self

It's not that I want to be hurt, I'm sure
I just don't want to hurt anyone else, that's all

The hatred in your heart for someone else is a knife that only wounds yourself
And blood seeps out from everywhere
I feel life itself, one-hundred percent pure
Wishing that someone would just die
Is all so I can live with a smile
That jealousy knife you grip within your heart
You have to forge your own happiness
Go find what it means to live

Japanese Lyrics

連日連夜 戦ってんだ
敵だらけの日々で
あの子と比べてマルバツつけて
それで何とか笑えてんの
僕の無数の瘡蓋は
僕の戦績みたいなもんだから

誰かを憎む心は
自分を傷つけるナイフで
至る所に血が滲んで
純度100%で生きるを感じる
笑顔で生きていたいなら
自分に押し当てろ
心で握るジェラシーナイフ
己の幸せは己が作れ
生きるを探せ

誰かの口に耳を傾けて
言う通り生きたのに
大人になって
何がしたいの？なんて
無責任じゃないか、

ねぇ、やっと気づいたとこなの
ねぇ、僕を潰して喰ったのはあんたらだったのよ

生き写されるために生まれてきたんじゃないわ
自分を愛して好きなことをして
本当の私で息をするため

傷つきたいわけじゃない、きっと
傷つけたくないだけさ、きっと

誰かを憎む心は自分を傷つけるナイフで
至る所に血が滲んで
純度100%で生きるを感じる
死んで欲しいと願うのは
笑顔で生きるため
心で握るジェラシーナイフ
己の幸せは己が作れ
生きるを探せ